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i miss him i love country i play football soccer basketball vollyball and baseball im on the wressling team i dance next year ima be a cheerleader u need help i can help im cupid so if yall need help getting sum one im here for u u get mad at me yell at me start shyt with me ima beat that ahhhh im not scared like yall dont mess with me u got a problem with me talk up lets fix it instead of fight bc u dont want ur ahhh beat or do u bc u would lose i love mudding and fishing and hunting MEsSAGE ME
Hi= You're cute
Hey = I like you
Hello = I want to get to know you
Sup = I want to date you
Yo= I have a crush on you
Wassup = I want to be your friend
Aye= I want to make you mine
I'm done feeling worthless, imperfect
You hit me where it hurts
You put the blade right on my wrist
And slit until it spurts out blood, red, dead
That's just how I'm feeling
You tell me that you love me
But there you go leaving, why you so surprised?
You're a demon in disguise
These past two weeks all I been doing is crying
Tired of putting all my effort, but never receiving
You tell me I'm a piece of shit and that I really feel it
I'm not enough and I'm sorry
I really love you and I'm sorry
I struggle at showing and I'm sorry
You pretend to smile and I'm sorry
No, no, no
I'm done feeling worthless, imperfect
You hit me where it hurts
You put the blade on my wrist
And slit until it spurts out blood, red, dead
That's just how I'm feeling
You tell me that you love me
But there you go leaving, why you so surprised?
You're a demon in disguise
These past two weeks all I been doing is crying
Tired of putting all my effort, but never receiving
You tell me I'm a piece of shit and that I really feel it
I'm not enough and I'm sorry
I really love you and I'm sorry
I struggle at showing and I'm sorry
You pretend to smile and I'm sorry
No, no, no
No, no, no You said you were sober
So I let you come over
Your words pulled me closer
But your words fuck me over
I kept on denyin'
So you kept on tryin'
You went too far for closure
Too far fucked me over
I could just lie here, say it's okay
When I wanna rip all the doors off this place
Set it on fire, and just walk away
So I can feel anything else but this weight
'Cause I let you in when I needed space
And you crossed a line when I pushed you away
How could you?
How could you?
Oh, I more than regret you
You've convinced yourself I let you
But a version of me never met you
Never let you in my bedroom
Oh, all those shitty lines and cookie blinds
And cheap red wine stains
Suicide to change my mind
And keep me afraid
You want me to lie here, you say it's okay
When I wanna rip all the doors off this place
You set it on fire, and just walk away
So I can feel anything else but this weight
'Cause I let you in when I needed space
And you crossed a line when I pushed you away
How could you?
How could you?
I once loved a liar
'Cause he knew my name
We rewrite the story
And make me to blame, how could you?Baby, while you're at it
Why don't you rip this damn heart out my chest?
And baby, while you're at it
Why don't you take back every word you said?
It's two weeks over
Feel ten years older
I was stayin' sober
'Til you walked in
That party up in Dixon
Emotion I was riskin'
That shit that I was mixin'
Made me fall back in
Seein' you with her, I'm thinkin' 'bout how you'd hold me
With this shit in my cup, I'm feelin' just like the old me
Point that gun and pull the trigger
Pretend I was never with you, oh
And baby, while you're at it
Why don't you rip this damn heart out my chest?
And baby, while you're at it
Why don't you take back every word you said?
If you wanna tell me that I ain't the one
If you wanna tell me that it wasn't love
Then baby, while you're at it
Why don't you rip this damn heart out my chest?
You got it bad
Shit, I got it worse
Had all the perks
And you got the Henny, I got the hurt, yeah-yeah
Still got that smile
Man, you got some nerve
If you're here to watch me burn then
Baby, while you're at it
Why don't you rip this damn heart out my chest?
And baby, while you're at it
Why don't you take back every word you said?
If you wanna tell me that I ain't the one
Might as well take all the air out my lungs
Rip this damn heart out my chest
Baby, while you're at it, mm
Baby, while you're at it, mm
I just need some time, I'm tryna think straight
I just need a moment in my own space
Ask me how I'm doin', I'll say "okay, " yeah
But ain't that what we all say?
Sometimes I think back to the old days
In the pointless conversations with the old me
Yeah, back when my momma used to hold me
I wish somebody woulda told me
If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
If you want love, if you want love
Yeah, as a kid I used to think life
Is moving so slow, I watch it go by
Look out the window on my bus ride
I thought the world was so small, through my closed eyes
I've always tried to control things
In the end that's what controls me
Maybe that's why I'm controllin'
I wish somebody woulda told me
If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
If you want love, if you want love
The older I get, I feel like I'm always tryna save time
Talkin' to the voices in my head, they make me think twice
Tellin' me it doesn't mean it's wrong because it feels right
I'm scared that one day I wake up and wonder where the time go
Talk about the past like it's the present while I rock slow
I'll sit in the living room and laugh with kids of my own
And tell 'em
If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
I wish you woulda told me
If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
I wish somebody woulda told me
If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
You gon' have to give
If you want love, if you want love
If you want love, if you want love
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